My sister always has it easy. My mum softens up every time she is in the wrong but when I am in the wrong I get howled at. She is always instigating violence and arguments and she almost never listens when my mum tells her to do simple things.


Why is it that when I am clearly a better person than her, she gets most of the attention and care? I am clearly more independent and self-sufficient but that does not mean that I AM ANY LESS A SON TO YOU THAN SHE IS A DAUGHTER. Why do you treat me as if I cannot be hurt?

Yes, I talk back more, and I have the guts to argue and shout at you. To me, that shows that I bother how you feel about me and I know you will understand why I am shouting at you.

Is it because I am older? Who gives a fuck if I am older its not like I fucking chose to be fucking born 2 fucking years earlier than that pathetic pitiful thinks-she's-always-the-victim LOWLIFE who can't fucking think for herself. Is it because I am the Son? I am still your child all the same so why must you treat us differently.

I am not even going to bother with that little brat anymore. If she won't listen to you she won't listen to me either.

I guess after this short rant I am going to somehow turn back into the somewhat filial son you expect me to be. Don't get me wrong. I don't hate you one bit. I am just confused.

Labels: life, parents, sister, what a bitch