I always try to put those I especially care about before myself, but sometimes they make me wonder why I even bother at all.

I know that I have a tendency to speak ill of religion. I know that I am very verbal about such thoughts. But I am shocked that some people would actually think I am trying to hurt or poke fun at them with religion. I know that I sometimes say things that are tactless and not phrased well, but I only mean well if I bother to ask you and care about what you feel.

I don't know why I bother so much all the time. Why I give way all the time. Or maybe I am just moody today.

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